"I'd like it, but I don't think I'm far enough gone to actually think it'd be good for me." However fun it is, it's less so without the opportunity to step back and reflect on them, dissect from the distance and try to break it down into relevant patterns or signs.

She shrugs. "Just kind of waiting for the right thing to click into place. I'll know when it does, and then I can go for it wholeheartedly. Until then it's just trying to make sure there's as much room for it to drop in as possible."