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V. ([personal profile] grindset) wrote in [community profile] returnjourneylogs2022-03-19 10:01 pm

an assortment

Passengers: Viktor + i. Grace / ii. Conner
Location: i. Storage Complex / ii. Mess Hall
Date: i. today / ii. backdated to temp assignment day
Summary: i. spook show / ii. meet n greet
Warnings: tbd



i. for Grace: g-g-g-ghost

Nearly twenty days have passed since Archimedes designated aisle 253 of the storage complex a temporary workspace and unlocked the necessary equipment. By the owl's estimate, the replacement item may arrive anywhere from fourteen to twenty-three days from now.

Viktor has been spending more time in this space of late, which amounts to less sleep, and while he has diligently refused to compromise his wardening hours, the fact remains he is definitely not looking his best. Whatever his best even looks like anymore. He's pretty sure the Peregrine's advanced infirmary is the only thing keeping him running; it's stolen time, so he ought to use as much of it as he can. (He's determined to cover as much of this project as possible without soliciting any help, but that clock is running down, too.)

And so, here he is, hunched on the stool he scavenged. By now he's accumulated some useful odds and ends from among the rows and elsewhere, and otherwise snooped around to sate his curiosity. Ease of access was initially limiting; as soon as he found a suitable prybar it was all over. (Most of these items have never left the storage complex, so technically they have only been misplaced.) (The prybar came from the loading bay but we don't have to talk about that.)

So here he is, on the stool, soldering iron in hand, respirator mask on, goggles up in his hair where they do absolutely no good, sitting up because he's heard something atypical amid the sounds of the automated machines.

"Hello?" Seconds pass. He pulls the mask down under his chin. "Grace?"

Please let it be Grace.


ii. for Conner: we are go for lunch

Viktor is awake for the Navarch's monthly address at 0700, and for once it isn't because he hasn't been to bed. Awake physically, anyway. Cognitively? Eh. He listens to the preamble with a dull expression and his cheek bunched up behind his fist. Blah, blah, thirty days... oh, limited files, that's new...

Warden Viktor, she says, paired with Conner Jaskulski.

Upon hearing this, Viktor frowns, because he tends to frown at many things initially—it's his go-to expression these days—and picks up his CommLink to address the incoming temp file, the alert buzzing in his hand as he's opening it. And the file, it says,

Well. It doesn't say murder, at least.

The mention of welding, that's promising—already more than he had in common with his last inmate. Maybe he can work that in as a sanctioned activity and get Archimedes to unlock yet another class of tools. It would be nice to mess around with a torch. Officially. First things first, though.

Within ten minutes of the broadcast, he opens with a message:

id: viktor
Mess Hall, 11:30
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[personal profile] expectaspectre 2022-03-20 02:34 am (UTC)(link)
Blip.

She wasn't there-- and then she is, because she always has been there, of course, it's just that Viktor couldn't always see her, and that works out best for them both. Plausible deniability, privacy, fewer distractions. If there's one thing she has in common with Viktor, it's that they both well understand the material benefits of loneliness.

Also how much it sucks, she presumes, not that she's ever asked.

Anyway. She's there now, and she's got a cup of coffee with a spill-proof lid in her hands, which she offers to Viktor with a rueful smile.

"Sorry," she says, automatically, because she's always sorry to be anywhere, "Did I scare you?"
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[personal profile] expectaspectre 2022-03-23 10:13 pm (UTC)(link)
That is precisely what the coffee is for: apology, and mitigation of her own constantly and unintentionally negative presence in someone else's space. Even when somebody doesn't drink coffee, it's still a clear shorthand for a mea culpa that nearly everyone understands.

It's not a perfect solution, though-- and here's an example, in the form of someone who just had the shit scared out of them, who clearly does not appreciate being set on the back foot in their own space. Grace winces, apologetically. (Everything is apologetic.)

"Do you mean here as in right here, or in storage? Or on the ship? Or like, existentially?" Some of those answers are more difficult than others.
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[personal profile] expectaspectre 2022-03-26 10:56 pm (UTC)(link)
"Sorry," again, because Grace will never stop apologizing for her existence. Ever. And she is sorry that she scares people; sorrier than anyone will ever truly understand.

"Nothing, really, just curious how the work is coming along. Fixing the destroying-things-machine, I mean. In case we might need it." She shrinks away from the makeshift table, because she knows her presence is unwanted and unnecessary, and trying to make friends with the other occupant of the warehouse has been something she'd put off for too long, and now explaining that actually she'd been there practically every day for longer than he had now would probably not result in said friendship.

Still. Worth it to try. Probably.
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[personal profile] expectaspectre 2022-03-29 02:48 am (UTC)(link)
She knows it's just politeness, but there's always a little bit of an internal cringe whenever someone refers to her by her last name only. Just a teeny tiny reminder that she's a part of her shitty family, forever. Not that anyone on this spaceship millions of miles away from anything remotely resembling home knows that. Anyway.

"Maybe Archimedes could have it printed out for you? Or maybe you could buy a full diagram from the Commissary when it comes around again? If you haven't got it figured out by then, which I bet you could." He is some kind of engineering-science-genius-type, isn't he? That was the impression she got. He got a little hung up on the we in his sentence, though-- maybe he's not used to working on his own.

"Is there anything you don't understand yet? I think I heard your discipline is a little different from this, somewhere."
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[personal profile] expectaspectre 2022-03-30 10:40 pm (UTC)(link)
"You don't have plastic? That's probably for the best. Where I'm from there's so much trash plastic that there's a huge floating garbage pile of it polluting the ocean. And making it is a big problem, and recycling it takes a ton of energy and resources... You're better off without it."

But you know what, it makes a lot of stuff. God only knows how much of what she's wearing currently is made of polyester or acrylic or elastic or whatever else. No ethical consumption, et cetera, but it still makes her feel guilty to think about. Guilty and cranky. Moving on.

"...Anyway. It seems like it's a lot to ask of you. Isn't there anyone who could help? I don't know about wardens with degrees, but Alex is one of my inmates this month, he's a... molecular biologist, or something? He's got degrees, anyway."

Grace is extremely unhelpful, but you know what, she is trying, and maybe that counts for something!! ...Or maybe not. Viktor seems kind of crabby that she's even standing there. Maybe he'd be better off enjoying his coffee in peace...
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[personal profile] expectaspectre 2022-04-02 11:59 pm (UTC)(link)
"The challenge is the fun part, right? Even though it's frustrating? The science guy I know back home, Robbie, he's the same way. The harder it is, the more fun. Like it's a puzzle to solve."

A beat.

"Is that why you came here?"
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[personal profile] expectaspectre 2022-04-08 01:15 am (UTC)(link)
Grace smiles-- it actually reaches her eyes this time. It's less creepy, when it's genuine.

"Baking is the same way. It's chemistry, you know, understanding what all the ingredients do in each ratio and putting them together correctly to come up with something successful, and then at the end, you get some delicious treats to share. Like um... a reward, for your work. Reinforcement. Plus, people like you more when you provide things."

Working technology, yummy brownies. Coffee. It's all the same.
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[personal profile] expectaspectre 2022-04-11 01:07 am (UTC)(link)
"Yes. Well, not professionally, no, I work in publishing. I just like it. Sometimes you have to do something that feels more productive than reading and making corrections endlessly for hours and hours at a time, even when it's something you love to do, you know?"

Probably not. This guy's usual job is way more productive no matter what way you look at it. Still.

"I'd be baking here too, if we had the facilities for doing it. James and I grump about that a lot. He cooks, back home. We're both going a little nuts without it, I guess. Harder to feel useful." She hugs her arms, watches him eyeballing his coffee with a suspicion used for poisonous substances-- which she figures is probably a normal reaction to the flavor if somebody's not used to it. "Maybe we should be focusing more on helping our inmates instead, but, you know... easier said than done. How do you find it? The wardening?"
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[personal profile] expectaspectre 2022-04-16 05:05 pm (UTC)(link)
"You seem enthusiastic. Hiding out in storage all day."

This is a gentle razz, said with a small smile, because. Look who's talking. She has her reasons too, of course, it's just the sort of reasons that go hand-in-hand with 'avoiding your responsibilities because you're afraid you're terrible at them' as a motivating factor. Nobody isolates themselves alone in a room full of storage containers and dangerous robots because they're great at doing other stuff.
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[personal profile] defensemechanisms 2022-03-22 06:50 pm (UTC)(link)
Conner's got absolutely no idea what to expect from this whole... anything. It's not hardly his first time being under somebody's thumb. He may not have technically been a prisoner working for LAND, but his time there was the furthest thing from voluntary. Not much of a stretch to say he's keeping his expectations gutter-low.

Everybody's always got good intentions, haven't they? Never seems like they do many good things with those intentions.

Viktor gets a nice, crisp but polite;

Aye, boss.

He's there on time. Punctuality's been drilled into him for near a decade, and he's claimed a seat ten minutes 'til. No tray, no food, naught but himself and his linked fingers settled atop the table.
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[personal profile] defensemechanisms 2022-03-29 01:49 am (UTC)(link)
If he had to sketch out an image of what he'd been expecting (which he'd bloody love to do if he could just get some paper and practically anything to draw with), it wouldn't have been this guy. It would've been some... six and a half foot tall mustachio'd prison guard with too much authority billowed up his arse like smoke.

Color him impressed when that name comes rolling out like it's natural.

"Spot on, on that name mate. Usually takes at least two tries," it's kind of a self-directed mumble, not really something demanding a response. He tends to mutter to himself just loud enough for an audience at times. A slightly more audible answer comes a beat later, "Punctuality's a bit of a habit. Take it you're my handler for the round, then?"
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[personal profile] defensemechanisms 2022-03-29 03:16 am (UTC)(link)
Eavesdropping on a conversation between the two of them would probably be a bit like the accent version of listening to dueling banjos. A little melodic, a little contrasting, a little complimentary, a lot amusing. Smooth on one side, twang on the other.

Handler isn't necessarily what he'd prefer to call it, it's just the word that comes to mind — not with the most pleasant connotation. It rings back to what he'd called his superior when he worked for LAND, though if he cared to think about it, it might occur to him that she'd grown on him over the course of a few years. Might bring a little optimism to his skepticism.

"Give or take," he agrees with a little sway. "Time flies."

Which is a much more lax take on the truth — he's got it pinned down to practically the hour. That's not the type of thing you go announcing, though.
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[personal profile] defensemechanisms 2022-03-29 04:55 pm (UTC)(link)
Same page here — he'd have a hard time estimating when the novelty will wear off of a post-death space ship prison. Seems like that might be one of those things that keeps on being novel every time you remember where you actually are, for at least a handful of years. Then again, some people here may not agree. There are far more remarkable worlds and situations.

The actual bloody devil himself is here, for example.

"Not officially," is his careful answer. He's a quiet and unobtrusive presence, he doesn't draw enough attention to himself to inspire any tour offerings. He's also not the type to feel comfortable in his environment without knowing it anymore, so he's done a bit of... scoping. A bit of unannounced piggybacking to at least get a glance inside some of the places he can't go on his own.

He's not exactly sure how well-received snooping would be with this bloke, so the implication stays unspoken. Instead he'll go with, "I know where everythin' is, I think."
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[personal profile] defensemechanisms 2022-03-30 09:00 am (UTC)(link)
Definitely a tough read yet. Conner's a pretty decent study of faces, but it's gonna take more than the first meeting for him to start sussing out those microexpessions. At the very least, he isn't getting a reprimand right now — that's something.

No guarantees that means Viktor's an ally or a genuinely good person, he's been baited and switched one too many times to assume. A little healthy skepticism's gonna linger for a while.

"I'm not gonna lie to you, the Auto-Doc thing's really tempting my inner twelve-year-old. Robot Wars was a hell of a show," All of that said in an offhand, slightly dry roll. Probably hard to tell whether or not he's joking. "But maybe we put a hold on that for the moment and jump to how exactly this is meant to go. Do me a favor, mate, and tell me what you expect from me, honestly. Really. Not just what they've got written down in the company-mandated pamphlets."

LAND had a great byline. Learning and National Defense, out there furthering humanity in a dual-pronged approach. Research ways to improve mankind, use what they learned to shut down threats before they got to be a problem. Sounds fantastic. All the HR memos were real sellers. Took him a while to figure out what was between the lines. What his actual job was, as opposed to what they told him it was.

You could say he's a fan of skipping pretense.
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[personal profile] defensemechanisms 2022-04-03 09:21 pm (UTC)(link)
They'd be on the same page about that. No goals, no outlines, no clear instructions — he may be an artist in his spare time, but he still needs some sort of structure. If history is any indicator, he tends to fall apart if he doesn't have something like that.

All the same, he seems to relax minutely at Viktor's answer. It seems honest, no bullshit. Lenient, where the potential for power to go to somebody's head is pretty high. Stanford Prison Experiment. Might not be the outlined steps he'd have liked, but at least he isn't shackled to a parole officer.

Something he won't say, but that Viktor will come to learn — the way he conducts himself is more or less agreeable, if a bit standoffish at first. Chalk it up to learned wariness he didn't really have before LAND. He's a steady presence, not prone to causing trouble or stirring shit. No real ego to speak of, and a temper that's only set off if you push buttons that can be a bit hard to find.

"Alright. Fine." Easy enough. He leans back in his chair, loosely crossing his arms. "Is this the part where we play one of those get to know you games? Question For A Question? Or am I meant to give you a confessional right off?"
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[personal profile] defensemechanisms 2022-04-05 08:50 am (UTC)(link)
I would sooner visit the airlock.

Well, that earns the first proper smile from him — asymmetrical, a flash of teeth on one side, obviously pleased. Not necessarily over getting out of the questions themselves (though that's a sizable chunk of the delight), but over the phrasing.

"Just one thing," he says seriously, untangling his arms from his chest to lean forward and rest them on the table again. Prepare for this utterly serious delve into his backstory —

Just kidding.

"Can you get me a notebook, mate? Pen, pencil, marker, charcoal, doesn't matter. Just something. I'll owe you one."
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[personal profile] defensemechanisms 2022-04-12 02:29 pm (UTC)(link)
So much for the smile; the bad news kills it with a small sigh. Figures they wouldn't have bloody pen and paper in space. Everyone's too advanced for the classics, apparently. Drawing on next gen hologram can't be the same level of satisfying.

"Sounds like I'm better off not chancing it," he muses. A beat, and then a more realistically, "Also, I haven't got any money. Probably... the bigger factor... in that decision, really."

Since that's off the table, though-

"Well, listen, I can't just sit around doing nothing. If you've got any welding gear, I can... patch holes in the walls, whatever."
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[personal profile] defensemechanisms 2022-04-12 08:41 pm (UTC)(link)
Well that's an interesting change. Never in his life has he seen anyone get excited when he tells them what he does for a living these days. Tends, if anything, to get an ah, interesting and then a prompt change of subject. Definitely filing this bit away for future questions.

"Welder fabricator," he offers, in case that means anything. "Large equipment, mainly, but I've done other stuff. Somebody tells me what they need, I cut it and put it together. Design it even, sometimes, but usually they've already got something drafted up when they bring me in."

He scratches awkwardly at the stubble on his cheek when he ventures into the second part. Self-conscious about it still, sue him. "The creative thing's more just a... side hobby. Art. Sold a few pieces, but it's nothing to write home about."
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[personal profile] defensemechanisms 2022-04-12 10:10 pm (UTC)(link)
Yep, there it is. Something a little knowing passes across his face. Not that he's an expert in the ins and outs of the field exactly, but from what he knows, there's only really a handful of people that make fun of engineers: welders, physicists, and other engineers.

"Yep," agreeably, nary the faintest consolation in the realm of they're not that outlandish. He's fielded some bloody weird requests. "I take it you're one of 'em, then?"

This is good. Promising. This bloke being his warden, it might mean he actually gets to do something with his time that isn't just... getting lost in his own head. Thinking too much. Losing his damn mind.