[Lucifer might not mean to make those questions sound accusatory, but they come off that way to Theo. That might be the fault of a guilty conscious.

He shakes his head again, a little more strongly this time.]

That I'm here at all, that-- That I was brought back from death a-and forced to just-- think about this all the time. This whole insane situation.

[He's being intentionally vague. He doesn't want to be specific, but he knows he doesn't have to be.]

You can't turn it off. I can't. No one can. What's the point of just making me--

[He cuts himself off just in time before the words "feel guilty". No. Never. He is not guilty.]