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i hate me cuz i ain't me ([personal profile] doppleman) wrote in [community profile] returnjourneylogs2022-04-10 05:33 pm

it’s only natural… clearly he saw me as special.

Passengers: Timothy and Rhys
Location: Center Axis, near Infirmary
Date: Immediately after this.
Summary: A familiar face comes back to haunt Rhys.
Warnings: Emetophobia per Rhys 👀

[ Unfortunately for Rhys, this is one of the few occasions in recent memory where Timothy's actually had the time to prepare a little bit. You don't run screaming through a massive casino-turned-tomb for seven years without learning to value things like, oh, the helpful floor plans you're given when you wind up in a new place! So when Rhys lets slip infirmary, he realizes it's actually just as simple as a few minutes of walking and a somewhat unnerving elevator ride to get him from where he was to where he needs to be.

It also means he's had a few minutes to cool off a little and for the panic to subside, but all the same? He needs this guy to not be a problem. Maybe if he can just explain everything, it'll all be hunky dory and he can go back to what's proving to be a really nice life of not constantly getting shot at.

For a guy whose purported goal is to hide, he's not very good at it. Tim's not sure how long he's been out here pounding at a sealed door, but it's not subtle. ]


Hey, numbnuts! You with those twiggy lil legs!

[ Then again, for a guy whose purported goal is to not scare the living shit out of someone who clearly thinks he's Jack, Tim is similarly not very good at it. ]
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[personal profile] smugreport 2022-04-11 12:44 am (UTC)(link)
[ He visibly flinches at the pet name, scrambling to recompose, to save himself from this awful scenario. Talking over Jack after "twink me to death": ]

To uh- to the average eye yeah sure, but my arm has a taser function! don't make me test it out on youuueeeAAUH I SAID STAY BACK.

[ Another undignified yelp as Jack reaches toward him and Rhys stumbles back. If there was a taser function, it would be in use right now. Unfortunately there isn't one. ]
Edited 2022-04-11 00:51 (UTC)
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[personal profile] smugreport 2022-04-11 03:01 am (UTC)(link)
[ While he's still very afraid (except he's totally not, he is tooootally not afraid of Jack no siree) there's another feeling coming into play here: indignant, all-consuming anger.

Like, how dare he even ask? Rationally, Rhys knows why the meat and bone Jack wouldn't know about their past, and that stings in its own way, but he's past being rational right now. There's nothing rational about this scenario. ]


Wha-what did you do?! What didn't you do, you absolute asshole! We can start with the body snatching and work back from there!

[ He grits his teeth, fuck. Everything that he's held down until now is coming up fast to the surface.

Actually that might just be lunch. Or both...it's probably both. He feels like he's gonna hurl. ]
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[personal profile] smugreport 2022-04-11 04:44 am (UTC)(link)
[ Rhys's face is still screwed up with righteous, long contained fury (though the set of his jaw indicates his anger as much as it's working to hold back the possibility of puking all over Jack) but as the man talks it begins to take on a more and more confused quality too.

He still takes a firm step back when he thinks he's being reached for, his back finally hitting a wall and now there's panic in there too. His expression is indescribable, a total mess. ]


Wh- stop stop stop. Stop! What do you mean you're not Jack?. What- what the hell is going on?!
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CW emetophobia (for ME lol)

[personal profile] smugreport 2022-04-11 05:53 am (UTC)(link)
[ He doesn't know how to contend with any of this. For a split second, the path seemed clear, the way forged by all the bitterness and resent he'd been holding in about Jack, about everything. Now...now....

Rhys slumps against the wall, a distressed hand fisted up into his hair and ruining that mornings careful styling. ]


Losing it...it's finally happening, I'm going nuts I'm- Oh my god, oh my god.

[ The dopplegangers- the true ones, not just your average mook wearing a digistructed disguise, were somewhat of an urban legend around the halls of Helios. A bit of a boogey man to scare Hyperion children. Maybe Jack himself wouldn't have the time to rip you from your desk and toss you out an airlock, but a doppleganger might!

What were the fucking chances one was standing before him now, saying his name was Timothy of all things.

Then again, what were the chances of that compared to Jack being here.

Rhys swallows thick, tries to slow his rapid breathing down but it's fruitless as he's finally overcome with that all too familiar feeling of certain nausea. He doesn't think about it as he pushes past Tim and B-lines for the trash receptacle against the adjacent wall to puke into. ]
Edited 2022-04-11 05:54 (UTC)
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[personal profile] smugreport 2022-04-11 06:00 pm (UTC)(link)
[ As awful as it is, the act of it all is grounding. Takes all those spiraling emotions and just expels them, kina literally, into the can just beneath his face.

He braces his human arm on the wall above, dry heaving a couple times one the contents of his breakfast and lunch are entirely depleated and spitting out the taste. When he catches the can being offered in the periferals of his vision he grabs it, cracking it open to drink a large swig and he spits that out too.

Heart slowing, breathing...mildly easier. He's Rhys Strongfork, he's 28, he's on the Peregrine. Handsome Jack is not here. He's not about to get killed or maimed or skinned and used as a fancy flesh suit for some fucked up robot. ]


T-thanks.

[ Ok he can no longer deep breath in position with the smell of puke in his face like that. He rights himself, pressing back off the wall. He attempts to turn to look at Tim but that face is like walking under a freezing waterfall, it's like being gut punched over and over again. He quickly averts his eyes, only able to give side glances at the moment lest he upchuck this drink too. ]

You must- hah- you must get this reaction a lot?
Edited 2022-04-12 07:09 (UTC)
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[personal profile] smugreport 2022-04-12 06:24 pm (UTC)(link)
Right...

[ Rhys is like, half absorbing what this guy is saying at best, and when he raises the drink to take another sip he only now notices how his teeth are chattering from the sound they make as they hit the aluminum.

And oh. Ooooookay, there's the drop. The subsequent crash after such an intense adrenaline high. ]


I need to. Sit....?

[ He doesn't feel like his body is his own (BAD FEELING) as the walks a few paces down the hall, far away enough from the puke can that he can't smell it anymore, before all but keeling over as his shoulder hits the wall and he slumps against it, sinking down until his ass is on the floor. ]

Can we not- I don't think the body snatching thing is actually the best place to start.
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[personal profile] smugreport 2022-04-13 02:38 am (UTC)(link)
[ This is really happening huh? Just...cruising through the depths of space with a Jack doppleganger, about to unload his life story (well, a few months of his life.)

Rhys runs a hand up and back through his hair and god he is sweating like he's spent an afternoon in a shvitz. ]


M'Rhys- er. My name's Rhys. Former Hyperion middle-management, current CEO of Atlas.

[ WAIT MAYBE HE SHOULDN'T SAY THAT TO A HYPERION EMPLOYEE, let alone one who works so directly for Jack. ]

I mean, forget that last part thaaaaaaaaaaaat was a joke ha ha. Atlas who?
Edited 2022-04-13 02:39 (UTC)
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[personal profile] smugreport 2022-04-14 04:20 am (UTC)(link)
[ Oh thank god he doesn't believe him. Why would he? To the rest of the universe as far as he knew it, Atlas was still done and dusted. All Rhys had was that deed with his name now scrawled onto it with a pen that was running low on ink.

It's the first time he's relieved that someone doesn't buy it when he says he's a CEO. ]


Yeeeaah, that's why I said it was a joke. Look, are you still working for Hyperion? Cause talking to you is probably a huge liability for me if yes.

[ A liability to him keeping his insides on the inside. ]
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[personal profile] smugreport 2022-04-18 10:58 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He definitely notices the strange hand, he wants to remark something like "since when did Jack have a fake arm?" (he's assuming it goes further) but is momentarily distracted by the sudden info drop. ]

Se- seven years?!

Wai-wai-wai-wai-wait, you're telling me that Jack died seven years ago for you? And what am I going to rat you out for? Being the offbrand version of the universes worst monster? No one here will care.
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[personal profile] smugreport 2022-04-18 11:42 pm (UTC)(link)
No- wait, cause he's only been dead for a year and change on my end?

[ Seven years...that's a lot of years! Too many years. WAIT- ]

Uh, not to get too off topic but do you know how Atlas's stocks are doing? If- if the company ever got off the ground again?

[ This is a rare opportunity! A genuine glimpse into the future. It's crazy to think this guy is from six years ahead of him, but he's kinda gotten used to weird time-stuff at this point.

He does glance back down at the hand (just a hand, huh) at the mention of it. ]


I wasn't a super-fan of his or anything, but I'm pretty sure Jack didn't have one of those while he was living. What's with it?
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[personal profile] smugreport 2022-04-19 12:55 am (UTC)(link)
[ It had been almost a year at this point since Rhys had been in Jack's corner, and he was so so sure he was over this. But that wry smile, the way he addresses Rhys, it makes something in his hindbrain sit up that he thought had been long expunged.

Well, at least he can't look any sweatier.

Rhys catches on pretty quick that Tim must mean the Jackpot. Everyone on Helios knew about it even though few could actually afford to go, himself included. At first he's disappointed that there's no info to give on what the future holds for him, until the implication sets in. ]


You don't even know that?

[ Seven years.....fuck. ]

Um. Some Vault Hunters gunned him down, I think. It's not like you could trust anything he- I mean, the propaganda said about it.
Edited 2022-04-19 01:12 (UTC)
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[personal profile] smugreport 2022-04-21 01:10 am (UTC)(link)
[ Rhys takes a chance to eye him again, while Tim briefly dissociates, but quickly averts his gaze as soon as Tims is on him again. He can't do this looking at that face, he can't have this conversation.

"Y'know, I was almost a Vault Hunter once" he's about to say, equal parts joking and sad, but he's quickly distracted by Tim brining up that name. ]


Yeah, actually. She was travelling with us for a bit, before she got captured.

[ Er. ]

Sssssorry if that's bad news. And congratulations if that's good news?
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[personal profile] smugreport 2022-04-22 12:54 am (UTC)(link)
A really big guy and a smaller guy? I don't know, I think they were working a joint operation with the person who was after the rest of us.

[ A short, chuffed laugh ]

As far as I know she didn't go down easy.

[ He can feel Tim's gaze burning dual holes into the side of his face, but Rhys keeps his eyes averted. Still, Tim will be able to see the way they crease with his brow at that next part. ]

I'm sure. If it's any condolence that means she wasn't on it when it did actually crash.
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[personal profile] smugreport 2022-04-28 10:50 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He should have figured that would be the reaction, it'd be his too in Tim's shoes. Even after Jack's death his legacy felt omnipotent. Helios was his pet project, his crown jewel, but in was just as destructible as the rest of him. Gone in a single evening.

Rhys worries at the back of his collar, presses his fingertips into sweaty flesh in an effort to ground himself better, and more importantly grant himself enough self awareness to not say too much.]


I did. I guess it's been about a year now. It's sub-systems failed and the whole thing went down.
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[personal profile] smugreport 2022-04-29 06:30 am (UTC)(link)
[ Rhys jumps like a startled cat at Tim's sudden, loud movements. His head turning sharply to look at Tim and cringe at that kiss comment.

He doesn't know what to do with himself here, how to respond to the mans unbridled joy at the news versus how he personally feels about how it all went down. A lot of people probably celebrated Helios's fall, if they weren't downright jealous that they weren't the ones to do it, but this is the first time Rhys is experiencing those effects up close.

Too close. ]


Yyyyep, yeah. You're free- or free as it gets since you're in this place now. That kinda undercuts the sentiment...

[ He's bracing himself against the wall as he tries to shimmy up it and to his feet. He...he needs to get away from everything that's happening right now. He needs to not be around what feels like the walking corpse of the man who tried to murder him. Who made him-forced him into a position where a lot of lives were lost. Who's now talking to him about it with unabated glee.

The real Jack would never, the real Jack would kill him just for being the messenger. That doesn't stop it from feeling wrong. ]


But you can at least consider any of your outstanding contracts null and void.

[ He gives a shaky thumbs up at he finally fully stands, eyes still darting around and past Tim's mug without actually meeting it. ]
Edited 2022-04-30 03:01 (UTC)